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Wednesday, August 15, 2007,4:03 AM
After having coffee & finishing my Mgmt Accting tutorial, i went to JR's bloggy anf for this questionaire. Decided to do it to make me sleepy:
1.What are you anticipating?
- Going to bed. (Quite hard to sleep after you have coffee but when you have morning classes the next day, you have to get some sleep)
2.How did you get the idea for your friendster name?
- It's my name.
3. What song are you listening to right now?
- Nothing.
4. Has someone made you cry in the past 48 hours?
- No.
5. Do you feel loved?
- Yes, of course
6.What did you do this morning?
- I was trying to copy all the notes that i missed out for Com Law & Macroecons.
7. Who did you last have a phone conversation with?
- My dear Ashley.
8.What do you wish to do tonight?
- I just wanna have a good night rest.
9. What do you consider an invesment?
- Dunno.
10. What are the last two digits of your phone number?
- 84 & 16. (i have 2 mobiles)
11. What was the last thing you ate?
- Bread
12. What was the last thing you drink?
- Coffee
13. When was the last someone said he/she loves you?
- Can't remember.
14.What do you do before you sleep?
- make sure i tuck myself in a comfortable position.
15. What food do you crave right now?
- So late already. I just wanna sleep.
16. Did u have a Good Weekend?
- Yup.
17. What was the last TV show you watched?
- Ming Chu Shang Cai.
18. What is your favourite type of jeweleries?
- I've fetish for dangling earrings now.
19. Name someone on your Top Friends who is just like you?
- Hmmm, all have different likings. But it seems like Ashley and i always share the same thoughts.
20. What is one thing you cannot live without?
- My dear Anthony.
21. Who last text messaged you?
- Ashley.
22. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
- Almost every sides.
23. What is your favorite frozen treat?
- Shld be ice cream.
24.What did you do last night?
- Watched Bridget Jones.
25. Do you care what people think about you?
- Yes, most of the times.
26. Are you aggressive?
- Dun think so.
27. Mobile Phone?
- N70.
28. What size are your feet?
- size 6
29. What is your favorite color?
- Blue, Purple
30.What do you tell people when times get hard?
- Jia you!
31. Do you sleep on your side, tummy, front and back?
- Side.
32. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
- Depending on who you're hugging.
33. Once a cheater always a cheater?
- Must give ppl a chance to change for the better. But majority will disappoint you.
Haha.. that's all and it works. I feel kinda sleepy right now. Hey it's 4.20am. I must force myself to sleep. Sweetdreams ppl!
Friday, August 3, 2007,2:16 PM
Haven't been blogging lately so here's a long long blog.
Many things have happened lately therefore i was too busy to blog. But I shall promise to blog more often.
Where shall i start? Ok shall start with...
21 July 2007
Had a great time meeting my cousins again. Celebrated my cousin Matthew's b'day. Then i went off to meet Ant and our frens. The couple is flying off for work attachment in US. Din intend to tell them abt our ROM plans coz i dun wanna have another fight with Ant for being telling the whole world. However, he broke the news to them b4 i arrive. Haha.. calling the kettle black. But i felt very happy coz i really feel that Ant's very serious this time abt our future.
22 July 2007
I went to work as usual. Everything was doing fine until my sis message me. She told me that my paternal granny (Mama) is not doing well and ask me to arrange with my mum to visit granny at Mt Alvernia. Sort of like seeing her for the last time. My thoughts were blank when i saw the msg. I quickly arranged to get Urgent Leave (UL) on 23 July 2007. Called my mum to meet up with her to visit granny.
23 July 2007
My auntie came over to bring my Maternal granny (Popo) to the dentist. Popo's getting her dentures fixed. There was a big boo boo at the dental. They din sent the denture impression out and worse the impression was missing. OMG! Popo's gotta do her impressions all over again.
After that, i waited for my mum at Toa Payoh b4 heading to Mt Alvernia to visit Mama. I reached the hospital. Saw Mama lying on the hospital bed. She was not doing very well. I went and greeted her. She was in semi-concious state. Her kidneys have failed and she's having lung infection. The nurses came to insert the tube so that they can give her medication. Mama was screaming in pain. I was very sad seeing her suffer. Doc says her days were ending soon but dunno when. My impression of Mama during my short stays with her in my secondary schoold days was she's very jovial. When i always act or should i say trying to make a fool in front of her to "disturb" her, she would always laugh. I just pray to god that he will heal her and not make her suffer. I went back to Ant's house coz it was late and nearer to Mt Alvernia.
24 July 2007
I woke up and got a call frm my dad that Mama is not doing well and will pass on anytime. I rushed down to hospital again. This time Mama is in unconcious state. Breathing very heavily more like gasping for air. Prayed for her again. Pastor came to baptise Mama. I was a bit taken a back coz all along Mama pray to Goddess of Mercy (Guan Yin). But i heard frm one of my aunties that she has accepted Christ. Took UL again coz i thought Mama will pass on anytime. This time i went home. I couldn't sleep at all worrying that Mama will pass on at night.
25 July 2007
I woke up coz Cousin Celin call me to see Mama for the last time coz doc says her Blood pressure (BP) is getting low. I went to the hospital again. All of us went in to ask Mama not to worry abt us and I promise that I'll take care of my sister. We ask her to let go peacefully. It was a very sad to see her lingering on and suffer. We guess that coz she have not seen two persons (my cousin and my 3rd uncle) that she loved much that's y she's still lingering on. Due to some reason, my cousin was not able to come but we manage to call him to ask him to say "I Love You Mama" over the phone. As for my 3rd uncle who had already passed on long long time ago, my uncles and aunties have to break the news softly to her. Mama wept even though she could not open her eyes and respond. Doc came and say she'll pass on during dinner time. All of us were waiting. They even put a device to monitor Mama's heartbeat. Even though Mama's BP is 60/30 yet her heartbeat is still like a normal person's heartbeat 80-85. When we feel her legs or head, her heartbeat goes up to 100 - 133. After dinner, Mama's still holding on. I went to Ant's house again so that anything happens easier and faster for me to reach hospital.
26 July 2007
I woke up very early to go hospital again. Went there with sis and dad. Mama's BP cannot measure already, heartbeat is in the 30 - 40 range. The moment we reach hospital, Mama passed on. It was 0735hrs. Went to see her the last time. She pass away very peacefully. All of us never tear so that she can go peacefully. After that, we were there to arrange for funeral stuff. Went to buy t-shirts, drinks with sis, mum and dad. It rained very heavily after Mama's body arrived the concourse area at Tekka market. Funeral was frm 26 July onwards, Cremation on 28 July 5pm.
27 July 2007
I was very suprised that JR & Yan Hao came on 27 July 2007 morning. I was very touched by their blessings and concerns. Then Ashley and Anna came along to pass me some tokens frm my SIM frens. Thanks a lot for the token and concerns ppl. We had the evening service. Anthony came over later, saw my Mama's body lying peacefully in the coffin. He was very upset and he was worried for me coz he couldn't be there for the cremation. Soon after that my fellow Balestierians came over. The guys as usual chat abt NS until Tom came in his Canadian pizza uniform. (Haha my auntie tot someone ordered pizza.) The guys that switch their conversion to automobiles now.
After they had left, my cousin had a word with me. She has suggested to the pastor that we'll sing Mama's favourite songs (甜蜜蜜, 月亮代表我的心,朋友 & 妈妈好) on the day of cremation.
28 July 2007
Cremation day. Ant msged me to ensure i was alright. He's worried that i'll faint. I promised him that i'll be strong. We had the last service before heading down to Mandai Crematorium.
At Mandai Crematorium, accompanied by my cousins, aunty and uncles went up to sing 月亮代表我的心 & 妈妈好 to Mama for the last time. All of us were sobbing and crying like mad. The moments they push the coffin for cremation, my heart really breaks and burst out crying the loudest.
After all has ended, we went to Toa Payoh Lorong 8 for a family dinner then i headed back to Ant's place to rest coz collection of ashes was on 29 July morning. Ant was very comforting and sweet. He kept trying to make me laugh and keep my attention away frm my Mama's passing by telling me about other stuff.
29 July 2007
We went to collect the ashes and to put it in the urn. It was at Pek San Theng and it was my first time so it felt ackward touching the bone remains of your love one. After that, I went to visit my ancestors grave coz i haven't been there for a long time since I converted to Christian. I saw my maternal grandma's grave (my mum's actual mum. The current one that i'm staying with is my step-grandma). I realised she share the same surname as Ant. My Tai Po (mum's granny) share the share surname as my dad. I felt a bit weird like it was all arranged and meant for us (Ant & I) to be together.
After that I met Ant for dinner at Soup restaurant (he wanted Pizza Hut intially) coz I was having a bad flu and throat. Went back to his house and rest.
30 July 2007
Flu bug is still bugging me and worse I had a bad cough and throat. I visited the Doc. Was given medication and MC.
31 July 2007
Helped Ant to hand-in homework. Went to work in the evening, so many emails to clear. I'm still not feeling very well. Trying my best to speak with the customers. Had coaching session with my TM to go through my calls. Everything was alright.
1 Aug 2007
I was at home the whole day coz i'm still very sick. I can't spit out my phelgm. I kept blowing my nose but nothing came out. I rushed out my Mgmt Accting tutorial and went to bed at ard 3am. I couldn't sleep and I kept waking up, trying to cough out my phelgm, almost choke to death. I can feel my phelgm stuck in between my throat and nose.
2 Aug 2007
I woke up early and was preparing for school. Decided to see doc again coz i'm feeling super terrible. My goodness the queue was so long and I waited for 1 1/2 hours b4 i see the doc. Doc gave me 2 days MC to keep me away frm air-conditioned places. Also gimme some medication to dissolve the phelgm. I went home to clear my room. I suspect my room was too messy and dusty that's made me so sick. Clear up the space and it looks neater and cleaner now.
3 Aug 2007
Here i am at home, resting and blogging. Well, many things have happened and realised that we shld treasure ppl around us.
Weather is also changing drastically due to global warming. Ppl shld take care, drink more water.
Most imptly, we must try to help as much as we could to stop Global Warming. There's a saying "Wat comes ard goes ard." We hurt the earth by burning trees, waste paper etc. causing global warming and in the end it turns around to hurt us. With the weather drastically changing due to global warming, ppl gets sick easily, diaster like floods is also happening ard the world.
We shld do our part to save the earth frm dying. By doing so we are also saving our lives.
That's all folks!